Hey you guys!

It always amazes me how different my life in Helena is from my life in San Fran. I have really enjoyed seeing all my friends (although I haven't seen some of my favorite people yet) and it is nice to be in a house again. I am also trying really hard to pursue my love interest, so wish me luck.

When I left Helena in the summer I was fleeing from drama, so coming home was a bit nerve racking. I left a lot of unresolved problems here and I was not sure how coming home to those mistakes and misunderstandings would be. But so far it has been fine. I sort of hung out last night with a friend of mine that was involved in all the drama of last summer. It seemed fine. I couldn't tell if he hated me or was fine with everything (you can never tell with him), but it didn't seem too awkward (at least not to me) and it was all civil. I hope I am resolving some of the problems that I fled from this summer. I'm trying really hard to be less passive....it is a slow process ;)
Ok, one more heavy subject and then I promise that I'll talk about happy things. I just found out that one of my best friends who is like a sister to me ended up in the hospital today. We hung out all yesterday and she seemed fine, but today apparently she got really sick. I don't think they know what is going on yet....and neither her nor her husband have insurance. So it is a crappy situation. If you believe in a higher power would you pray for her? Regardless of whether there is or is not a god, I don't think a prayer or good thoughts could cause harm.
Ok! Let me talk about a not so heavy subject! Weather. It is really ccoolldd here. Like -17ish cold. Yeah. Cold. I think that it is supposed to get in the 20s on Monday!! Warmth! Hahahaha. I am just so happy that I'm not driving my car that has no heat.

I miss you guys so much. And I hope home is treating everyone as well as it is treating me. Love you.